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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
, 12:04 AM
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it been two month 5 days im with you,
it's been 6month we're in ttm state before we're officially together.
and it have been 4years plus we've known each other.
ive never get sick of looking at you everyday.
never get sick of hearing ur voice at every minit, every sec.
but it just hurts me so much to know that im sucha useless girlfriend..
im such a lousy girlfriend.
its pain in the arse.
really.
it sadden me more, when ugly words hit on me so hard.
but still, i keep it to my heart as if i dont feel a pinch.
but deep down inside, i feel the pain.
i only asked one thing from you,
to thrash away all those negative thinking u had for me.
bcos i believe that is the reason cause of every slightest misunderstanding, non-stop arguement.
whats more can i asked, when its only you i love?
when its only you are the only one that i kept in heart.
why should i bother about all those guys around me or us.
where this little young lady that u claim typing this out is ur one & only girlfriend?
i realize that ive once make a mistake.A mistake that you might not forgive and forget cause that is the time when i betray e trust that u have gaven me. & it left a scar across your heart. But that dosen mean, i dont feel a thing. That dosen mean i dont deserve a second chance and deserve all this right now. It hurts me so much, when i told you i wanna amend all those mistake, but u keepon thinking the negative side of me since it had once crash ur heart and broke ure heart into pieces. & it have been bragging and dragging to our every days of lifes.
When there's nothing, we made things to become something and a fighting issue at the end of the day.
I never asked much from you baby.
and thats e only thing ive asked for now.
does relationship is about revenging in the hardest way to make another party realize his/her mistake?
you people might say, yesh.
but that wasen in my dictionary cause im always willing to forgive & forget.
and thats the reason why alot of people claim that at times,im just being too nice.
why cant we look at the brightside of life?
happy-happy time.
trust.
and have confident with each other.
realize from the mistake that we've made and amend them and dont repeat it again.
look at those couple around you people,
hugging , kissing, holding hand, laughing...
and a glance at you at the street,
does it bother to them then?
i dont bother about the people around me. cause i have you in my arms b. ,I love you s o much, very strong and yesh very deep baby. & ive never ever gave up in us.Will this relationship work out ?
do you asked urself,
till when we gona stay this way?
the slightest things seem to be the biggest thing?
and when theres nothing, you make it as something.
i know muhammad rofian is a very nice men.
he is very pampered.
he dont like to be irritated.
what about others.?
u onced promise me that u'll stay and wont leave,
but does the promises remain?
it's been 6month we're in ttm state before we're officially together.
and it have been 4years plus we've known each other.
ive never get sick of looking at you everyday.
never get sick of hearing ur voice at every minit, every sec.
but it just hurts me so much to know that im sucha useless girlfriend..
im such a lousy girlfriend.
its pain in the arse.
really.
it sadden me more, when ugly words hit on me so hard.
but still, i keep it to my heart as if i dont feel a pinch.
but deep down inside, i feel the pain.
i only asked one thing from you,
to thrash away all those negative thinking u had for me.
bcos i believe that is the reason cause of every slightest misunderstanding, non-stop arguement.
whats more can i asked, when its only you i love?
when its only you are the only one that i kept in heart.
why should i bother about all those guys around me or us.
where this little young lady that u claim typing this out is ur one & only girlfriend?
i realize that ive once make a mistake.A mistake that you might not forgive and forget cause that is the time when i betray e trust that u have gaven me. & it left a scar across your heart. But that dosen mean, i dont feel a thing. That dosen mean i dont deserve a second chance and deserve all this right now. It hurts me so much, when i told you i wanna amend all those mistake, but u keepon thinking the negative side of me since it had once crash ur heart and broke ure heart into pieces. & it have been bragging and dragging to our every days of lifes.
When there's nothing, we made things to become something and a fighting issue at the end of the day.
I never asked much from you baby.
and thats e only thing ive asked for now.
does relationship is about revenging in the hardest way to make another party realize his/her mistake?
you people might say, yesh.
but that wasen in my dictionary cause im always willing to forgive & forget.
and thats the reason why alot of people claim that at times,im just being too nice.
why cant we look at the brightside of life?
happy-happy time.
trust.
and have confident with each other.
realize from the mistake that we've made and amend them and dont repeat it again.
look at those couple around you people,
hugging , kissing, holding hand, laughing...
and a glance at you at the street,
does it bother to them then?
i dont bother about the people around me. cause i have you in my arms b. ,I love you s o much, very strong and yesh very deep baby. & ive never ever gave up in us.Will this relationship work out ?
do you asked urself,
till when we gona stay this way?
the slightest things seem to be the biggest thing?
and when theres nothing, you make it as something.
i know muhammad rofian is a very nice men.
he is very pampered.
he dont like to be irritated.
what about others.?
u onced promise me that u'll stay and wont leave,
but does the promises remain?
ure the sweetest gift i ever had baby.
nomatter how many guys ive been through.
ure special in some ways.
im really sick of breaking up, new r's, breaking up, new r's..
and that wasen in me.
i love you.
nomatter how many guys ive been through.
ure special in some ways.
im really sick of breaking up, new r's, breaking up, new r's..
and that wasen in me.
i love you.