hmm.
im having moodswings today. and it sucks alot. People around do matter alot. They just irritate me so much today. arghhhh! irritating or what.
lovestory?
well, you know even tho whatever happen; i dont give up. Even if the feeling splits away, am always trying my best to get it back. Yes at time it hurts, but still.. im still here honey & wont give up.

im just a type of person who always look forwerd for a long term relationship. Ever since someone left me, that is when i started to get serious. I took everything that happen as a challenge to make me even stronger.& To handle and solve this relationship with thinking.wide thinking.& yes its never ever easy. And well, patience is well build in me right now. I believe that in a relationship, with fate and trust u can make it through. I dont believe in ," u can never know who is ur mr right.maybe in years to come , u can never know who u gona be with".. yesh, that might be true and that is what people around said so but for me.. why bother to stop and end the relationship that ure in now where else, u can make things better and improve everysingle thing by being professional if u have fate and trust in this relationship.
Than at the first place, why the hell do i start this relationship?Showing people around, everyone around that his mine? well, i believe that every relationship have its up and down. And as you can see, mine was just twomonth plus but theres just so many..i shall say challenge.. but i believe that, we wont stay and drag this daily life arguement to the upcoming days ahead. We'll pull through and have a happy life in future, the days too come.
Everything happen for a reason. And as for me, i dont care how silly or ugly i may look facing this relationship. I believe in myself, and i have fate in this relationship. Even if it wont and cant really work out.. lets end this in a nice way .. just like how you started it off.
People always deserve chances. Let it be 1 , 2 or 3.. People will realise their wrong and will come to their sense sooner or later. I dont hold grudges. Im softhearted in to forgive and forget people around me. Even tho they blew me off real hard, anger and burning at the first moment, i'll always forgive and might not forget them sooner or later. depands. :)
you see, im just nineteen.i know im still young but this is just what i feels . During my past few years, i was a bitch back them. But ive started to see and realise what is love when someone they love me so much finally decide to leave me. And that is when , i started to think and take my past history as a lesson to be learn for my next relationship. But sadly, it ends for a reason.and now, im with someone that i love much and that person is none other than..















my dearest muhammad rofian.
:)
im proudly to have this relationship even tho how bad it was before.
how much it make us suffered.
like everyday life, everyday arguement.

baby tell me , if u dont love me.
tell me if you think we can or cantmake it through.
tell me that u want us to go far and never let go.
& uphold the promises.
dont fake things, or stay bcos of sympathy.
that gona really hurt me so much.




iloveyou.