32: Freedom

i believe every problem have their way out . Its a risk,a risk that im going through it alone, again. I wanna keep myself shut. i feel like its the end of life. No point you people have to know what is it all about cause u people cant feel and help me .
Im just so lost now. I really feel is e end of life.
time checked: 11:16pm
reached home arnd 955pm, was totally shagged and stress of work and problem.
Mum bought me my all time fav mee goreng thai n choc bubble tea. Thanks mummy. i got no mood but i just have to fake all those smile as if nothing happen.

that will be all.
im going to bed now.
i miss him so much.
and i hope his doing fine and enjoying himself.
goodnight.