32: Freedom

i feel lonely without you by my side.
i smile, whenever i receive a text from you,
a simple love msg brighten up my day,
shine like there's no other days.

yes i feel so sad when i teared.
who dosen?
where u feel irritating-ness when it falls.
i feel as if im being stabbed by the back,
feel as if theres no tomorrow, no you anymore.

i cant imagine life without you.
not because you are somebody out there,
not because of ur wealth, your looks..
but you are just someone special to me.

your smile, your laughter
bring joy in me.
your love, my drug.
everything you, my life.

if one day we happen to really fall apart..
ive never regret for giving you a chance to 1st step in my life.
Never regret that we've once share moment of love together,
despite of all those ugly time.

at every moment we've once shared together,
will always stick with me, and never will i regret.
despite of all those lies,
you are the men that ive enjoy being with.
the men that ive started to fall in love once again,
back after ive leave my past.

never have i thought that we could come to this far.

till than,
is him that i still love right now,
and if you think is him you are wrong.

his none another again than,

you.
my dearest mr r...
love is blind.
name it.
i love muhammad.
i love rofian.
him.him.him.
no one else.