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Saturday, December 26, 2009
, 8:05 AM
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in few days to come its gona be new year.
and this will be the last time im blogging and i will end my 09 diary/journal or what you called it , blog.
im tired of everything and that include revenge-ing. What had happen before taught me a lesson. A lesson to think wiser in days ahead and future. Ive manage to fight for my hot tempered attitude, to someone that is very patience right now. i dont care if my past history pull my presence down to people around. But i know what ive succed in life so far . im totally tired, tired of silly things that affect my life so much . i dont see everyday happiness, i dont see happiness in people around me that cares so much like my family and lovelife. im tired of ending relationship over stupid things but its happening again.
im very very sad indeed. But im struggling it and finding air to breathe now. For what ive sacrifices, ive never regret. Cause i believe that is what i want for my lovelife .
i need life back.
i dont want to have a life that is full of fake things and lies.
i want happiness in my family.
happiness in me,
and happiness in lovelife.
i believe every human did mistake and they deserve chances no matter 1 2 3 times. and i want a serious relationship not fooling around, reveng-ing and stuff like that. things happen, im sick of it.
i want happiness.
so now i just let fate decide.
i love him so much, ive plan things ahead of us. But silly things just pull our relationship down.
im tired of this and lets just god decide all things.
i may not know whats happening, but god is watching.
i know where i stand, i know i got nothing but just let put things aside and look at the brightside of life.
life gona be hard without him around.
we do everything togather, we meet almost everyday and its really hard on me.
high on love, crazy of love.name it.
i love him, but things just didnt work out.
ego.
revenge.
lack of trust.
my dreams are destroy.
enough said,
i dont hate anyone.
now, all i wanna do is work work work earn more and more cash.
but i dont know how im gona face work later on.
tsk.
i love muhammad rofian.
that will be all.
farewell.
and this will be the last time im blogging and i will end my 09 diary/journal or what you called it , blog.
im tired of everything and that include revenge-ing. What had happen before taught me a lesson. A lesson to think wiser in days ahead and future. Ive manage to fight for my hot tempered attitude, to someone that is very patience right now. i dont care if my past history pull my presence down to people around. But i know what ive succed in life so far . im totally tired, tired of silly things that affect my life so much . i dont see everyday happiness, i dont see happiness in people around me that cares so much like my family and lovelife. im tired of ending relationship over stupid things but its happening again.
im very very sad indeed. But im struggling it and finding air to breathe now. For what ive sacrifices, ive never regret. Cause i believe that is what i want for my lovelife .
i need life back.
i dont want to have a life that is full of fake things and lies.
i want happiness in my family.
happiness in me,
and happiness in lovelife.
i believe every human did mistake and they deserve chances no matter 1 2 3 times. and i want a serious relationship not fooling around, reveng-ing and stuff like that. things happen, im sick of it.
i want happiness.
so now i just let fate decide.
i love him so much, ive plan things ahead of us. But silly things just pull our relationship down.
im tired of this and lets just god decide all things.
i may not know whats happening, but god is watching.
i know where i stand, i know i got nothing but just let put things aside and look at the brightside of life.
life gona be hard without him around.
we do everything togather, we meet almost everyday and its really hard on me.
high on love, crazy of love.name it.
i love him, but things just didnt work out.
ego.
revenge.
lack of trust.
my dreams are destroy.
enough said,
i dont hate anyone.
now, all i wanna do is work work work earn more and more cash.
but i dont know how im gona face work later on.
tsk.
i love muhammad rofian.
that will be all.
farewell.