32: Freedom

timecheckEd: 1038pm
hmmm, my blog have been rusty for a few days ever since ive start working back at blush. Yesh,back to working life. Used to 5pm-11pm of working hrs during my data entry lifes and that mean my body ache like one kind when im back to retail line . Like seriously. You know, im veryyy the lembek kind. gahhhhh. And ever since than, i often touch the comp and phone. And i dont even own myself a cellphone now, so which mean... i didnt go mia but i was just too busy & tired with work.

i just feel that, i should concentrate more on work than anything else. To keep me occupied and sometimes , whenever im stress or having some major problem.. it do affect my work like much. But i really have to start pushing that aside and work. Step by step, i hope everything will go well. :)
well yeah, at least ive something to support myself.
(: (:

The other day, faliq mum's pass away.
it was a very shocking news and a very angry news when i get to know it. Why?bcos im the last out of 20 ppl to know about that.
Blame it on me, i dont have phone and they cant contact me. But well yeah, during 6am+ like that i can hear my housephone ring and im just super lazy to pick up.
It was a sudden death. and i hope his doing okay. Everyone was there. And it have been some time i didnt meet everyone. I do feel weird. And just as i saw them, i got all those thing like, " mane kau menghilang.mia ahh" and etc. & i just told them im busy with my life.

Things happen after that. Which i dont want to mention here.
and i know my name is being blacklisted somehow, nahhh its okay.

Hmmm. life have been pretty fine tho. As usual with all those ups & down which is still and always be there. Just dont wanna mention about it, i dont know whether im his ttm or gf right now.
He've been pretty sweet this few days , to pick me up everyday from work. But still, there's always all those arguement.

at times, i do realise that i am a boring someone. i got nothing with me.
it just hurts me so much.But still, i always try my best to look at the brightside of life.:)

working tomorrow.
just hope that i'll everything will be fine.
i just dont know what to update.hmmm so yeah, dat will be all.

pssstt. dont marah-marah can?
always marah-marah me.
:(
i love youuuu can.
yesh you.

: he got himself a webby now. yey!!!!!!!