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Monday, February 1, 2010
, 10:43 PM
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Negative things are flashing in my mind. Disturbing my life right now. Im trying my best not to think of it, but i just cant help it and i feel that my heart is really burning. I feel as if i just cant even breathe, the pain is just so deep.
Ive been wondering now & than on what his doing, how is he feeling. At times i wonder, does he ever think of me?Does he even miss me or worse still, does he hate me when i always think of him at everymoment ever since than. How too? The book that i read is all gota do with him, name it- just anywhere. I see shadow of us. The road, the traffic light , the sound of the bike, under block, the street, everywhere, even the bus stop.. Hurts. hurts. Hurts. But on the other hand when i was thinking of what a friend have told me, somehow i suddenly imagine un-ness things. I imagine, how would he feel if he were to kiss that girl, of even hug and hold her hands.. Does he ever think of me?When we've always been together for almost five month.
Im sorry for being too emotional. I just cant help it but i cant do anything; i miss him so much. And i just love him so much.
Ive been wondering now & than on what his doing, how is he feeling. At times i wonder, does he ever think of me?Does he even miss me or worse still, does he hate me when i always think of him at everymoment ever since than. How too? The book that i read is all gota do with him, name it- just anywhere. I see shadow of us. The road, the traffic light , the sound of the bike, under block, the street, everywhere, even the bus stop.. Hurts. hurts. Hurts. But on the other hand when i was thinking of what a friend have told me, somehow i suddenly imagine un-ness things. I imagine, how would he feel if he were to kiss that girl, of even hug and hold her hands.. Does he ever think of me?When we've always been together for almost five month.
Im sorry for being too emotional. I just cant help it but i cant do anything; i miss him so much. And i just love him so much.